Beware of whining in this post.
Hi. Qui said to talk about what I did today. So here it is.
I woke up feeling depressed because I went to the swim team championship party. Everyone knows that they won't see each other till next summer. When I left, not counting the coaches, I said goodbye to two people. I've been on the swim team since I was six. It sounds minor, but I felt like a loser because I've been on the team for so long and I only have two friends.
Anyways.
Then I had to bike to church. I hate biking to church because I have to get up early and church is five miles away up a tortuous climb in the hot sun(actually, it's a rather nice shady trail along a creek, but hey, do it for three years in a row and see how you like it).
We were starting the new church series called Life in The Bubble. Our church makes our own curriculum and even distributes it to other churches to use. It was pretty epic, about this city that's hidden underwater cause the real world is too dangerous. I like Life in the Bubble because I act in it! Yay!
Then it was back to being depressed because at the High School service I had no one really to hang out with. I mean, I talked to a bunch of people. I know a lot of the other kids but they all have their own friends to hang out with. Maybe once small group starts it'll be better.
Then I got home, ate lunch, and sat around reading random parts of random books until I fell asleep and woke up and wrote this blog post.
(sigh.) I'm convinced my life is pathetic sometime.
There was my Be a Better Blogger post. I hope you're happy.
in other news...
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW! :)
WHOOHOO!
PS. I also saw that I(sigh) lost another follower. Grr. I'm used to it by now, I suppose :(
Hey, you don't have to feel depressed. God loves you, God has amazing plans for you, and He will take care of you no matter what happens. Not to mention you have your Bloggie friends to keep you company!
ReplyDeleteTank you vury much! :D
ReplyDeleteAnd I love your whining picture. xD
Aw. Sorry you had a bad day. At least tomorrow has to be better, right?
ReplyDeleteGood luck with going back to school! Mine starts Wednesday, and I can't believe the summer's already gone.
*hugs* Sounds like a great day! (slight sarcasm)
ReplyDeleteHave fun in school! :D I'm excited for school to start too!!!
And the church thing sounds AWESOME!!!!!! :D :D :D
Your day sounds a lot like mine.
ReplyDeleteOur church did a sermon once that was a lot like the Life in the Bubble series at your church. It was one of the best sermons I ever heard.
I'm sorry about your follower *hugs* They don't know the awesomeness they're missing out on.
If it makes you feel any better, I read some more of Artemis Fowl today. Yes, I'm still reading it XDD
Aw. Amaranthine. I get depressed a lot. I don't know if it's because of hormones or what.
ReplyDeleteBut all I know is that God loves you and we all love you. And as I have learned, prayer is very powerful. God has been helping me with something I've been struggling with for a long time. And I'm starting to feel a lot better.
And you don't need a bunch of friends to be happy. My sister has TONS of friends, and all she ends up with is a bunch of drama. She's not happier than you and I. I don't have that many friends, but I'm so glad that I'm left out of all that drama.
*hugs* I know things will get better and I love you and know what you're going through! I will be praying for you!! <333
Your dearest sister in Christ,
-Rachel (Queen Karina)