Sometimes I'm amazed at people(even mature adults) who gleefully flaunt their sinfulness, naughtiness, and crudities as if they're something to be proud of. Like, have I suddenly walked into a contest to see who can be the worst? blehhh
Life has been kind of slumpy lately. I feel really spoiled sometime...like everything's been going pretty well, but I can't seem to appreciate it. One thing that really helps me get through this is that our relationship with God and our life isn't based on feelings. It's alright to FEEL distant and blehh, it's natural.
Sometimes I wish we could go straight to heaven and skip all the guessing and trusting and worrying and stuffs.