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rhythmicgymnastic: Elizaveta Nazarenkova

This is a rhythmic gymnast, not a dancer. It's still not fair though.
This week has been kind of emotionally/spiritually hard, but I think I'm coming out of it. Some days are good days, and some days are just kinda blehh, you know?

I've been really stressed about preparing girls for GAM, so much that I got stress stomach cramps on Monday during the meeting. There really isn't anything to be stressed about, I'm just grappling with it. Only two more weeks, I'll let you know how it turns out. It's been an uphill battle all the way. I feel like I'm trying to do everything right, but things seem to get progressively worse. Like my ride to the meeting totally ditched me and I had to bike there myself, causing myself to be 10 minutes late. And like in a movie, it started to rain...XD

Like, I try to see God's plan for everything, but I just don't have that ability right now.

I've been compensating by watching Dance Moms reruns, reading my Bible, watching my pastor's sermons online, and searching tumblr for gifs.

I'm also going to have a meeting in half an hour with one of my neighbors who works at city hall, since I want to intern there in the summer...super nervous..eep.


Stay crispy,
Amaranthine







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  1. ashley tahgMay 3, 2012 at 4:36 AM

    Keep doing what you are, you'll come out of it!

    Oh, city hall people. They scare me too. I need to talk to ours about open up my food photography business. I need to see of I need a license for it. Still gives my gut cramps just thinking about it.

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