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rjfa;al;y....I have a piano recital in like two hours.
I've been having them twice a year since I was six...

and it doesn't get any better.

Be CONFIDENT Amaranthine! You've been practicing and you know your piece..besides, what can happen........

augh augh it doesn't make sense to be so nervous.
what CAN happen? I could:
1. forget my piece(done that)
2. forget how to start my piece(done that)

3. ummmm have the roof fall on me.


I feel like the world will be all sunshiny and summery after my recital. Like recital is like ruining my saturday.

What's going to happen?
No one's going to hate me if I mess up(they won't even remember me, most likely.) I don't even know like anybody there.

Being afraid is bad! And it's even worse when you don't really know what you're afraid of. I shouldn't be afraid/nervous/dreadful. I should like playing piano. It's why I still do it.

but WHY do we have these dastardly recitals....ergh. This post makes no sense.
Pray for me.



  1. I will pray! I'm sure you'll do awesome!

  2. Getting nervous is a good thing. A great teacher and performer that I know once told me that once you stop getting nervous for shows, it's time to stop preforming. It's good to be nervous, the adrenaline drives you.
    I bet you'll do fine, just like the title of this, be confident! But remember it's not good to feel no nerves at all haha


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