Tuesday, February 15, 2011

What did I ever do to you? (Day 15)



I'm in a cranky mood because of something that happened at dance. Okay, so I have this "friend" named um, lets call her Nancy.

And there's this, um, other person named Satya. I never did anything to her, but she really gets on my nerves all the time. She always wears the wrong clothes to dance, like, skinny jeans and fancy shirts. She doesn't try very hard and always talks. She has short hair that will not stay up in a bun or ponytail, and she's always taking breaks to fix her hair and clothes. She has this weird grin that gets me in a bad mood too, like she's grinning about biting my head off.

And the teacher was dividing us into groups and I was confused at what I was supposed to do, and Nancy and Satya were both annoyed at my ignorance and trying to explain things to me. After I finally figured it out...
well, here, here's a transcript.

Satya(stares at me, loud, sarcastic voice): "What's wrong with her?"
Nancy(Takes a looonng look at me. Takes a loonng look at Satya. Speaks slowly.): "A lot of things."

Well, perdoneme.
 I exist, you know. I have ears.  And they work.

What did I ever do to you?

I would expect this from Satya. She's had it in for me since I accidentally butted into her conversation with the teacher and started talking about ballet when they were talking about bracelets. But Nancy's supposed to be my friend.

And later, when it was time to pick partners, Nancy partnered with someone else and not me!

I'm trying to remember what I did to her. Well, earlier we were talking about cookies and I gave her some tips and patted her on the head. Maybe my tips sounded a little thick headed. But she was shy! I told her not to be shy.

Okay, this is not "bullying". They're both smaller and younger than me. But what did I do? I like to be on good terms with everybody.

Oh, yeah, I have to pick someone I admire. Well, I'm not in a real positive mood right now. Not Nancy. And not Satya. Probably my mom and dad. And Percy Jackson and my grandmother. And Leia and Mon Mothma and Mina Bontarri.


And what do I say when I see them next week?

No, I'm not 8, but comments like that hurt whether you're 13 or 30. I'll hopefully be over it tomorrow. I pirouetted into her accidentally. Does that count as a satisfying form of revenge?


  1. Aw, hey that hurts. :| Sorry you had a bad day... I understand :P 'Cause when something goes wrong at ballet, it's worse than anywhere else somehow, for me.

    I don't have any advice for you, but just know I understand, and *I* like you!!! <3 The Lord loves you, too.... just don't forget that He loves those girls as well ;)

    Yes, pirouetting into someone pretty much takes care of it.... :P

    Love ya <3
    Oh, and I admire Percy too.... XD

  2. I'm sorry, Amaranthine. I hope everything is better by next class.

    I hate teenage girl drama.

  3. Aww. Amaranthine, I SO know how you feel!!! I have had....similar experiences with a girl who used to be in EVERY SINGLE DANCE CLASS I took. Thank goodness she moved on to Ice Skating! :P Anyway, she was younger than me, but was super annoying and very rude. Then if I said one thing to her about something that bothered me, or was sarcastic or something, she'd start crying and hate my guts! Grrr. *rolls eyes at memory* So yea, I understand. And there is nothing wrong with you! ;) You are an awesome blogger and an even better internet friend. ;)
    Hopefully next week will be better. Praying helps too. :)

    Jedi~Chick <3

    P.S. Yes, pirouetting into her DOES count. ;)

  4. Meh, I don't like girls like that.
    They're either mean or they just act mean to go along with trends.
    And who the heck wears skinny jeans to dance??
    I mean a girl in my ballet class wears jeggings, but those are basically just tights and they work fine. But skinny jeans?

  5. Yeah, how do you dance in jeans?

  6. I'm sorry. I cannot tell you how many times I've come across girls like that, they are so annoying!

    You're really awesome, and don't listen to any of the stupid stuff they give you.

    Pirouetting totally counts! :)


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